Six Months

I'm at the sixth month mark of the whole celibacy thing and crawling out of my skin. I am not being totally celebit with myself any more. I find myself having lurid Internet trysts and I can't keep my hands off myself. I do want to stay true to myself and not go have random sex with some end of the night drunk hookup.

But the idea keeps coming into my head.

I've never been one to have Internet affairs, this is something new for me. It's definitely given me insight to the man's mind, that's for sure.

I've also started experimenting with taking nude photos--some pretty, some just plain dirty. It's quite a turn on.