twisted
This coming from a man who told me earlier in the conversation he was trying to be asexual. Hadn't even masturbated in two weeks. I really wonder how well he did last night or this morning cuz I couldn't contain myself.
Seriously. Why does he do this to me? I tried to resist. I told him to shut up, to stop talking about it, but he didn't and I didn't hang up the phone.
His soul is conflicted. His brain tells him not to be in love. His brain tells him not to be in a relationship. But at the core of his being he wants those things.
I just wish he'd hurry up and figure it out and stop twisting me in some many different ways.