Letting go
I want to let go. I am asking the universe to help me let go. It's for the best--for him and for me. I want there to be a wide open space to let love in.
I thought for a brief moment in time, in one drunken stupor, that it might be a good time to be friends again. The phone calls from him began and I quickly let him know my sober self did not feel the same way. Since then there has been so much hate and anger from him.
I want him to let go too. I want us both to let in the calm. All I want is for us both to be happy and healthy and if we can't do that together then I sincerely hope we can do that apart.