best worst mistake

If that makes any sense.

His words twist me up in knots and then he holds my hand, looks in my eyes, and sings me a lullaby.

I want to choke him and kiss him at the same time.

He lied to me. He was doing plenty of white dust before he came. Now, he's going through withdrawals.

I didn't sign up to be anybody's rehab.

So many times I think, "this is too hard," but then he makes me laugh and I don't know what to do.