not afraid anymore
Something in me has changed. You see, I see it, everyone sees it. It was the storm. The literal storm. The spiritual storm as we've been calling it. It sounds crazy and weird and something on t.v., but it hapened to me. I stood in the storm and something deep inside of me told me it would be okay. Since then I stopped being so afraid. I say what I think, I do what I say and no, I do not buy your bullshit.
You talk about how much this turns you on. You talk about how you wish I would have always been like this.
Me too, I think, me too.
In less than 12 hours I will be standing in front of you on the curb of the airport road. I have no idea where we're going. But I do know I will smile at you. I do know I will hold your hand. I do know that all of the sudden I do really believe am I am the smartest, most amazing, most funny, most beautiful girl in the room, just like you've always said.
I know know that I am not afraid anymore.