everything changes and everything stays the same
I turned my phone on last night and 30 seconds later it's ringing his ring.
"Hey baby."
"I am in love with you. I have always been in love with you. I have been in love with you since the first day I met you. I am so sorry for anything I have ever done to hurt you. I am sorry for not being there when you needed me. I apologize for not being a good friend to you."
"Okay. I appreciate the sentiment," I manage to say with tears streaming down my face.
"That's what my note would say if I were to kill myself. I'm going to stick my head in my oven now."
* * * *
I'm finally getting around to it...Top 10 Albums of 2005
10 Decemberists--Picaresque
09 Sundayrunners--Sundayrunners
08 Death Cab for Cutie--Plans
07 Little Brazil--You and Me
06 Clap Your Hands Say Yeah--Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
05 Franz Ferdinand--You Could Have It So Much Better
04 Rogue Wave--Descended Like Vultures
03 The Perishers--Let There Be Morning
02 The National--Alligator
01 Aqualung--Strange & Beautiful
Other Noteworthy Albums:
Chemical Brothers--Push the Button
Imogen Heap--Speak for Yourself (Nov. release)
Other non-2005 Obsessions: Frou Frou & Mirah
Biggest Disappointment and I'm so Over Them Album: Coldplay X&Y
Favorite quote about one of my top 10 bands:
"Franz Ferdinand are the backstreet boys of indie rock."
~ Johnny Fabulous