stupid boys
Tuesday, Sept. 28, 2004
Everything is really okay. I'm learning how to really be in the now (so cliche I know). I've quit smoking. I'm on day 3 and I'm going crazy.
C.J. and I are working on communicating better with each other when something upsets us. He's not my boyfriend. I don't know exactly why he's trying to make me fall in love with him, but somedays I feel it working and it pisses me off. Saturday he drove 30 minutes out of his way to bring me a book because I forgot mine and I was bored at a conference.
He's a liar and he manipulates people--I've pointed both of these out to him. Somedays I think it's because I'm the only girl in the history of C.J. that hasn't instantly fallen in love with him that motivates him.
